seriously i think i am going to die this week

I have two of the hardest exams tonight and tomorrow - Differential Equations and Organic Chemistry. My school is really hard and everyone here is smarter than me so even if I know my stuff, I’ll still probably fail both of them. I got two hours of sleep last night because I was studying so much. I also have to work 10 hours so I don’t lose my job, I have to attend meetings for my trip to Guatemala, I have to participate in Senate discussion twice this week, and I literally just want to either sleep forever or just die because I can’t handle this and I hate myself.